After my heart scans last week I get a call informing me that I have heart trouble! Totally unaware of this new development. Could be a malformation, could be a blockage, could be NOTHING a false positive. Nevertheless, on Monday morning I will undergo a heart catherization.
Of course, the hubby will be there,only because I will be under sedation. My MIL wants to join in on the fun and be there to support me. I'm trying to find the best way to tell her that I'm fine with just hubby. Long story short, my MIL made a promise to be there for me in the event my Mother passed away. Well, Mom did pass away almost 8 years ago. And, no matter how loving the gesture, it's NOT the same. I am used to my Mom being gone and I'm used to "just me". I'll try to be as nice as possible.
So, I digress. In the midst of all of this I am in horrible pain and doped up on painkillers due to my uterus staging some kind of revolt along with my ovaries. Bleeding,clotting, TMI!!!!! SORRY!! It's all part of the whole precancer stuff. Once again catch 22--need to be cleared for surgery in order to have the hysterectomy and have to have the heart cath. in order to be cleared. Holy Cow!!
Kind of scary--but I am not scared. Maybe I should be and I'm too drugged to know better. HA! I will keep you posted on any further developments. Hopefully,there will be none except surgery!! Be Blessed!!
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